New Year Resolutions

I know I'm a little late but ahha it's better then nothing! okay here are my 2011 new year's resolutions:

1. Study hard and pass all my classes. &play later.
2. Go through with soccer class and get to play at tournaments so that my Grandma can watch me
play something that I've always played for a long time, because I failed at 1st place last time. Fightingg!!! :)
3. Be more organized and neat, tidy, aha all those stuffs.
4. Anywhere, anytime, BE EARLY!!! Do not be late!
5. Take my Grandma to somewhere adventurous! hehe ex.Hawaii, Vegas, haha.
6. Do NOT go off course of the path to success;
7. Make more good economic choices than expensive ones! heheh.
8. WAKE UP EARLY!!! starting around 9:30am and then earlier as it goes.
9. Visit my Family more often.
10. And finally be more mature and professional in all areas, especially on speech.

heheh Thank you! :)

love, Geishaaa

A New Start

Welll, I am glad that I went through and talked with my workplace. And yes today was the last day that I will ever go back to that stinky, horrible, ugly serviced restaurant. No more bussing my ass to work hard for only fucken four hours a week, no more feeling bad for the customers who eat at that dumb restaurant! I would not recommend that restaurant for it has bad service and the workers are lazyass bitchessss who only knows how to run their mouths! ahhaha YAAAAY, finally got out of there, and finalllyy fucken no more stress for me, especially when it is unneccessary stress, nopeeee aint my problema and I can carelesss stupid asss son of a bitch workplace! :) I'm thee best worker that you'll ever have, bitchesss!

Heheh, now that is said, time to move on and begin a new year and hopefully full of successs &determination! ;p

Fightinnnggg!

-Geishaaa

Mother of Life

I woke up around 9:22am, which is two hours behind Minniesota, 11:22am, to the phone call of my sis, Molly. I heard excessive cries and moans in the background and instantly, I knew that my Grandmother had just passed away. I feel sad that I am in a position where I can't really help myself, I don't and didn't have money to fly out to see my Grandmother for the last time of her life and my life. I wish her the peace and love that she deserves. She will truly be missed and loved back here on earth, and I wished her a safe journey to heaven. And I want her to know that I've always loved her and missed her even though I haven't seen her in years, the last time was when I was a 5th grader.
I know that she won't be lonely in heaven because she has my Grandfather and Mother to guide her. And her dreams of wanting and wishing to see my mom for almost 20 years has come,

Yes, Mom and Ntais it has been that long. The baby, Ntxheengyieng that you left behind because you couldn't and didn't have the life and strength to live on earth, has grown and mature into a woman. I am thankful and grateful that you have given life to me. And I am also thankful for Grandmother to birth us both into this world. I hope you are doing fine and hope you are still watching us from up above. I love and miss you tremendously. We all grew up into fine adults, yeah we struggled here and there, and that was the time that we needed you the most, crying out to you asking, "Why did you leave?" and "Why we never got the chance to see you? Bond with you? or Know you?" But Im glad we made it through those times and continued living to make you proud. I couldn't have loved you enough in this lifetime. I miss you and Ntais terribly.

Please be safe and watch over us.

Love, Ntxheengyieng Diana Xiong (Aa Bea)

1/03/2011